Tuesday, March 10, 2009

I stay away from home.I had become very used to to say that "I miss home..I miss my mummy.."..without realising when do i really do..until it came to me one day that
i miss my mom when i am hungry..I miss the affection with which she used to feed me.I miss her during exams..that when i was at home,tired and exhausted,how i would lie on her lap and she would gently stroke my hair..I miss her when i dnt have money to buy something i like..i think of her getting my wish granted without a question.I miss her when i have a difference with my friends..that if i were at home..how i would run to her bursting into tears..and she would console me..
i miss her when i feel nervous..that how she would fill me with confidence by hugging me tight..I miss her when i am ill..how her care worked faster than medicines...
I dont know what was i filled with..when i realised that I miss her only when I need her.I wanted to say sorry.I wanted to tell her that I was selfish.And tell her everything that I have written here.But all i could say is
"mama..i love you"
She smiled and said.."I know".

3 comments:

  1. This is not just b'coz i found ur comments really inspiring to write more...
    To put it in the PICTURE PERFECT mode in writing, i would rather say that i loved the way u potray the selfless love nd immaculate innocence of MOMs...
    Its something with motherhood that makes a woman so special...
    We are never able to feel it the way it is frm her perspective coz frankly speaking "We are selfish!!"
    But i feel this selfish love is sumthing tht makes us come more close to our parents...
    anyways...
    No mention abt DADs...?
    i find tht intriguing :)
    anyways my next post is gonna be abt my DAD...
    i hope u make it up to your DAD too :)
    Again, very nicely put words.
    KEEP IT UP!!!

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  2. thanx alot.may be people visiting my blog henceforth would enjoy reading ur comments more than reading my posts...thanx.

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  3. you know Ritu ...whatever you wrote in this post is a testimony to da fact that "dooriyaan ,nazdikiyaan badha deti hain".
    Am I right??
    lolzz

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