The feeling of feeling dumb...

I feel idiot and dumb when i count using fingers and thumb
I feel left out and dumb when i want to speak but stay mum
I feel afraid and dumb when in the middle of traffic i go numb
I feel stupid and dumb when on stage i fear falling plumb
I feel hopeless and dumb when in tension i crumb
I feel sad and dumb when i am scolded for being dumb
I feel all the more dumb when I am told I am dumb...