Falling in love with yourself..

I was just reading the my older posts..the ones I had written 2-3 years back..and I am feeling so good about myself..It feels like," have I written these lines? "
And I smile to myself :)
There were times when I had become sure that I have lost that in me..the art/ability to put my feelings into words..I would feel lost then..as if there was just this one thing in me that I loved and that too is no more there... ( atleast I love this about myself)...and I had begun to give up on me..
But thank God! I still have it..
I can still write something that makes sense..( i don't know if what i have written now is making sense or not..) It makes to me :)

The other day, I was in office immersed in my work.I was given a new assignment and I was completely into it.My mobile rang.Unknown number.I picked up,still lost in work..said "Hello,who is this?"..." Idea presents one month internet browsing offer..." It was at such a high volume... with the Idea wala music ( the remix version I guess with dhol and beats and all..." I almost dropped my cellphone...I wanted to scream " You idiot! Don't disturb me..!!".But I realized there is no one on the other side to hear..I felt like an unarmed soldier...I disconnected the call..saved the number " Idea Idiots". Took a few deep breaths and started working.I had already lost the flow.Grrrrr!!!

After a while, when I was again deeply into my work...my phone rang again.Another unknown number.I picked up,"Hello ( who the hell) is this?"..
"Idea lo swagatam...( welcome to Idea in Telugu )..."
I just clenched my teeth....grrr...what else could I do...I saved the number "@#$%*@ Idea Idiots" and tried to get back to work.

This happens so many times that i feel, one day I will run out of memory space in my phone..I will not be able to save any more contacts...All i will have will be " Idea idiots..."

Why the hell do these people keep bugging us..I m sure not a single customer of theirs must have ever benefited from all these stupid calls of theirs.And when you really need their service, they are not there.Call customer care, they will eat up your head asking you press 1 for English or Hindi,then 2 for prepaid or postpaid, then 3 for balance related problems,then 1 again for recharge or balance inquiry...

Then they put you on hold and make you hear some horrible song..for minutes together...and yes, they charge you for this call...!

By the time you hear a human voice, you would have lost your patience or forgotten your problem...

While writing this post, i got another call from an unknown number..."Idea lo swagatam.."!

Disgusting!!
Does anybody know how do I save myself..?